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new piercings

okay so i turned 18 last saturday, and because im more or less straightedge these days i had to think of something more extreme to do for my 18th. So today my day has consisted of taking a trip to the piercing room in blue banana, where i am pretty much a regular.
Seeing i have had more or less everything pierced i settled on having my nipples repierced and my clit. Call it a spur of the moment thing or a moment of madness but i went through with it. The thought of the piercing itself didnt actually bother me it was the fact that someone was going to see my body that i wasnt comfortable with. Luckly enough the gentleman that pierced me was gay and a friend of mine.
The nipples were fine, But i knew that from having them done previously but my clit. Oh my days i have never screamed in a piercing until then.
Needless to say i have been walking around work like a chicken trying not to catch myself. Not exactly pleasant i can tell you. However im hopeing its going to be worth it once it has all healed.

Posted: 11:51, 2/10/2008
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stressful day

okay at this moment i seem to be having the most stressful time ever.
im ill every couple of days which means one less day at work which n turn means one less day of wages, which is really starting to take effect. Because ive been so ill my whole life is suffering in general. On my days off all i seem to be doing is clearing out the caravan (which i happen to live in) cleaning and wondering why no matter what i do it never seems any cleaner or tider. Its like trying to dry yourself whilst your still in the shower. No matter what you do it just doesnt work.
To top it all off im due to get pierced in the next couple of days. painful private piercings, which is creepy down to the pure fact im going to have someone other than my boyfriend looking at parts of my body.
Then what makes it worse is its only a couple of months until christmas, not to mention the million and a half birthdays i have to pay out for before then. The boys only chosen a couple of hundred quid present, which means im trying to find the money for that as well as everything else's presents and birthday presents.
It actually sucks i might as well have about 8 different jobs at least i would be getting paid enough money that way. =S
On a positive note im guessing i will just have to look on the bright side of life. Ive got scans and i have to have a general anesthic so i can have a camera shoved down my throat and into my belly but at least i will finally have my illness sorted =D.

Posted: 09:54, 1/10/2008
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The Problem With People These Days

Is the fact that most of them do not seem to understand why things happen.
For example i had a friend that took and bought lot of drugs then one day she suddenly asked the stupid question of ''why am i always skint''. Yet if we tried to point out to her that most of her money was spent on drugs she used to blank it.
I gave up drinking and smoking because i was stupidly ill with stomach problems, yet silly people decided to place bets to see 'who could get me drinking and smoking again''. Mainly down to the pure fact that because i wasnt drinking and smoking there was less alcohol on the table and less ciggarettes to scrounge. People were shocked because they actually had to spend money.
Now thats quite hurtful seeing as these people were meant to be my close friends. Although they all knew that i was constantly in and out of hospital they still tried to force it upon me. =S.
Now that i have actually decided to cut them out of my life they seem to have a huge problem and are currently making me out to be some kind of bitch, although they dont seem to see what they have done wrong, despite it being right in front of their face.
I guess the moral of this blog is to cut things out of your life completely you have to cut out those mostly do these things. Even if it does give you problems in the mean time. However these can be fixed in the long run. Your health can not.

Posted: 05:56, 30/9/2008
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