Crisis of Faith

Posted on 12/11/2008 at 03:07 - Post Comment

I'm not having a good moment. This is just a short entry because I need to get something out of my system. I always tell things like this to a friend of mine, but he's got enough on his plate at the moment without my annoying whinging to go along with it. I think I've become a bad friend, a horrible one in fact. I've become paranoid that my closest friend is possibly having a 'thing' with the person I like. As I write this down, it sounds so insignificant and petty, and I can't explain it. But the thing is that she would probably never do something like that, I don't know if she'd even dream of it. My problem is that I'm starting to doubt her, and myself with it. This is not a good sign, but I'm sitting here and I'm terrified that she would, I cannot believe that I'd ever think this of her. What's wrong with me? And what if something was happening between them, should I care? I just don't know.