I was there again on Friday and it was the best time ever. He was so sweet again... so attentive. We talked for a bit while his brother was still in the house. I felt on edge the whole time, i didn't want to be just talking....=] when his brother left we went upstairs and that was where the fun started.... but it was more than just fun i think, it was so serious at the same time. its really heard to explain but it was amazing, truly amazing. i know he still doesn't have the same level of feelings that i do but he did admit to my face that he liked me as more than a good friend. I've been further with him than anyone before him and it's a really scary but exhilarating feeling.... i'm totally hooked. I think he's being sincere when he says the things he does but i've still got my feelings more guarded than last time just because of what happened. I really hope that it works out though, i'm enjoying myself way to much for it to stop yet. Can't wait for the next time....i need to show him how much i apprecitated Friday.

I'm really glad he's still being the new James....he's a lot more appealing that the old James. And a hell of a lot more sexy.