well i havent wrote on here in a while so i thought i would write .... well i been going through alot .. lost some friends.. but also gained some so its all good .... well me and the love of mi life (TRAVIS) are talkin again and i love him more than ne thing ... well i dont rele have alot to say rite now cause im at school ... so ill write more later on today wen i get hom but for now im out *~!~*TOODLES*~!~*

im tired of all this crap ... ppl acting like lil kids and crap .. just GROW UP!! gah i mean ur about to be 16 cant u do something besides fight over a seat!! oh yea ur childish ....... but u know wat im tired of it .. im livin mi life for God not u so get over it lil brats ... i dont care wat u have to say and im not being ur friend!! ......  this is just a bunch of bull crap and u know how u got all these ppl to help u .. well wen u go to face God in judgement u r on ur own .. so u need to stop stealing and liein .. and do something right for once!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so today .. im sittin here thinkin bout alot .. the guy of my life moved so i have rele had a hard time .. it just seems like no one cares and that everyone hates me .. everyone says they dont hate me ... but do they say that so ill beleive them? or do they rele mean it ? its starting to get to me and i just dont know wat to do ... its hard knowing tht the love of mi life dont love me back but i guess there is rele nothing i can do about it . im just tired of gettin played i want a serious relationship ... not to get played and then dumped ... and i hate guys tht think they can play u like a deck of cards .. so im done wit the players im stayin single till i find the right guy ... a guy who loves me for me and not for who he wants me to be!! well thats all i have to say for now.. ill write more later!! cause i update blogs like every day!! well got to go catch up later!! =)

today i found out who mi real friends are .... to name a few: BRITTANY,HOLLY,KAYLA N,HALEY,ZAC,KYLER,TREY,and a few others .... well rite now im rele in a tight spot and dont know wat to do ... and mi friends are the ones i talk to most ... they know everything im going through and will help me wen i need it ... i love them so much .. there are a few others ..but they dont understand as much as the ones listed above. well thats all for now ... im at school being bored! ugh i hate school bu thts where my friends are ..... well holly used to go to this school but she moved to brilliant. and brittany goes to sulligent zac goes to brilliant and trey dont go to school .. but school is where i can talk to mi friends about mi problems and i know they will listen to me!! =)

i have been sick all day and went to the er last nite and stayed til 10:30 last nite ..... and they said that it was probly a miagrain and i have inflmation in my ribs .... and rite now im rele sore .... well thts all i have to say for rite now ... not rele ne thing to say rite now and i dont feel good enough to write much more rite now!!  =(